Dude, I'm not mad at you for cheating on your wife. Shit happens.

But, Dude you know your Governor of a of South Carolina what the hell made you think you can just disappear for a week and no-one would wonder where the hell you were.

Not only did you disappear, but you chose to do it on Fathers day. What the hell were you thinking!!!! You can't disappear on Fathers Day when you paint yourself as a family man to the rest of the country.

I'm not mad at you for your error in judgement, I'm mad at you for portraying yourself as a pillar of the community when your not.

And on top of that you thought you were cute for not taking the Stimulus Money, you dumb fuck.

Its the truth. In err I have put my faith in "The Mans Beast Computer", I trusted him, he told me everything was going to be fine if I follow his rules, but no "The Man" is a deceiver.

Yesterday when I checked my bank account there was a $400 ATM withdrawal that I did not make. As a matter of fact the withdrawal happened while I was at work. I took all of the appropriate actions, cancelled the card, got a police report (online, have to follow up) and notified my bank.

There only two ways that I can imagine that this could happen.

1. I've had a gross accounting error on my part for which there is no excuse. Although I highly doubt this, unless I took the money out over a month ago and the ATM is posting the transaction now, which would be ridiculous.
2. Some evil person set up a Bank Card Skimmer, and figured out a way to get my ATM card and pin number. Which leaves me feeling violated, like someone touched me down there.

Since "this world of things", is a fleeting one, it is time that I cast of this facade. It is time to go back to the cash standard. No more Bank Cards for me. It is time that I actually go to the bank and take take money out the old fashion way, at the teller. This is going to put a cramp in my style but I think I can handle it.

Some other things that I have started this week

• Packing my lunch
• Making my coffee at work
• Brining my own snacks

I have kept the same 2 dollars in my pocket for the whole week, that feels really good. I'm going to try to keep that up for the rest of the month.

Technology you have failed me for the last time.

Yea yea today is Micaela's first day at day care.

Let me tell you moma is a wreck, but its so cute. I have it easy because the daycare center is within my job, so I can go down and visit her whenever I want. Which doesn't mean I'm going down there every 5 minutes but it does mean that I can pop my head in whenever I want.

Its crazy how she has grown so much just in the past 4 months. I wish my wife could stay home and take care of her but, mommy makes much to much money to lose her income.

I hope its the right decision.

Last night I had a moment of weakness. Out of the blue I sat down to watch some TV, turned it on and Kung Fu Panda just happened to be on.

I had resisted seeing this movie for a long time because i thought that it would be very silly, but just the opposite, it was a great movie.

But,

There is something I didn't tell you. I know I should of, but I was embarrassed.

I cried.

I mean I really cried. Streams of tears down the face crying.

Why did I do that?

I love tales of the Master-Student relationship, and stories when one person sacrifices themselves for good of the many.

I have to buy this movie, after I saw this I wanted to start doing forms and fight for those weaker than I.

Hay-Ya

There are a few things that I need to change about myself, such as I:

• Eat like shit.


• Lurk on worthless social networking sites.


• Don't exercise consistantly.


• Waste much to much time on bullshit.


• Smoke cigarettes.

• I eat too much meat


• I need to loose weight


• I need to change my diet

My prime tool for a colon cleanse is the Master Cleanse System . I don't follow it to the letter, but once a year I need to get all the evil out of my colon. Trust me, there is a lot of evil in my colon. Its a crime the number of hamburgers that I eat on a yearly basis. I want to be able play with my daughter when I'm 50, damn. I look at people at my job and it just looks like they gave up on life and are just shlepping back and forth just to exist.

yuch.

I lurk on social networking sites, which unless actively networking for a purpose are complete wastes of time. Yea, yea yea social networking sites are great for keeping up with friends, but if I don't talk to you on the phone do I really care?

I exercise but I don't do it consistently. Its strange, I definitely exercise more than most but if I want to have that heroine shiek look I'm going for I need to do it consistently.

I bullshit yes I do. Its terrible, rather than do some thing that will help me professionally I'll sit and play video game. For fucks sake, I'm 34 years old, why can't I find a little bit of self control.

Last but not least, I need to stop smoking. Its a terrible and dirty habit. But I have to admit sometimes it just feels so good to be bad. The hard reality is that I have to stop smoking, if I want to live a life worth living in my later years the smoking has to stop.